Real CDL Journeys

What does it really take to earn your CDL?

In this video series, we follow real CDL students and their journey getting a CDL.

Our first 3-part series follows Ale’s journey from day one uncertainty to test day pressure in this three-part series that shows the real side of CDL training—fear, frustration, growth, and ultimately, confidence.

Real CDL Journeys: Ale - Can She Pass?

Real CDL Journeys: Ale | Part 1 - Fear

In Part 1 of Real CDL Journeys, meet Ale as she takes her first steps toward earning her Commercial Driver’s License at the CNS Driver Training Center in Lancaster, Pennsylvania. Like many new students, she’s excited about the opportunity, but also facing the fear, uncertainty, and self-doubt that come with learning to drive a commercial vehicle.

Real CDL Journeys — Part One

This episode of Real CDL Journeys is brought to you by Road Pro and the CNS Driver Training Center.

Alejandra Bishop:
Hi, I’m Alejandra Bishop. I’m not really a camera person, just letting you know, but I’ll do my best. I’m the program supervisor here at CNS Driver Training Center, and this is my CDL journey.

Let’s start from the beginning.

Instructor:
I think there’s a level of excitement because not only does she get to earn her CDL through this process, but it’s going to help her give better, clearer communication to students about the process.

That was her main goal in doing this: to be able to speak to students with confidence and say, “Hey, I got my CDL. I went through the same process you’re about to go through. This is what you can expect.”

Alejandra Bishop:
I’m going to be very honest: the permit prep class is a lot. It’s a lot of information, and it’s three hours a day, two days back to back. It’s just a lot to take in.

I failed three times, and at that point I was like, “You know what? I don’t want to do this. What’s the point? Why am I even doing this?”

That’s when I decided to start using my study guide and focusing more. I started doing practice tests and study guides, but I needed to do it by segment. I needed to stop, focus on one thing, and then continue with the next thing.

For students who have been struggling to get their permit, I understand them now. It’s a lot of mindset, focus, and getting it right.

Instructor:
We had four sessions. Two of them were short simulator sessions, and she did really great with the simulator. We got her shifting up, shifting down, and shifting through the gears.

Like every other student who has never shifted a non-synchronized transmission but has driven a normal manual vehicle, there was a little bit of struggle with downshifting, rev matching, boosting the throttle, and managing the RPMs. But when it came to technique, she was spot on. She learned really fast, which was great, and I think that boosted her confidence.

Going out into the truck and starting the pre-trip, one of the things she was really working on was getting the wording right and communicating the information she needed during the pre-trip inspection.

Pre-trip is where most students tend to struggle. It’s verbalizing something that is typically visual—something you don’t usually have to think through out loud.

The last two sessions were focused on beginning pre-trip, going over the trucks, and learning the basics. She asked a lot of questions, and she asked a lot of great questions. All of those questions helped her understand what she was doing, why she was doing it, and helped boost her confidence for the final test.

We didn’t get too far beyond pre-trip, but based on the questions she asked, she’s setting herself up to understand the pre-trip at a whole different level. She’s learning how to check the oil, how to do a thorough engine pre-trip, and how to inspect the fluids.

She’s going to do fine if she can switch herself over into trucker mode.

Alejandra Bishop:
I feel like I still need to study more for the pre-trip. Jolene says that I’m getting there and that I’m not missing a lot, but I don’t feel confident enough yet to just go out and do a pre-trip.

It has been difficult for me with English as a second language and as a woman. There are certain parts of the engine I don’t know even in Spanish, and now I have to learn them in English. On top of that, a truck engine is way different than a normal car engine. So it has been a lot for me in that sense.

Instructor:
Even doing a pre-trip was a little nerve-wracking for her. She said, “I don’t know anything about engines. I don’t know anything about all the parts of a truck.”

That’s a typical fear I hear from most students. They can do basic things in their everyday car, but they don’t know anything about a truck.

Being able to reassure her and say, “Everything is going to be fine. There’s nothing I’m going to allow you to do that is dangerous. We’re going to take things slow and make sure you’re comfortable with everything you’re required to do every step of the way,” was important.

Alejandra Bishop:
After doing a pre-trip, we went out on the road so I could get used to shifting again. In the simulator, I was getting frustrated because of the upshifting and downshifting. But when I actually got into the truck, I realized it wasn’t that difficult.

With Jolene, I feel like it’s, “Okay, let’s do this. You can do this. Now we’re going to challenge you.”

I like challenges, but not when I’m on the road with actual traffic.

I’m driving, she’s giving me new information, and I’m processing it while also focusing on the road and traffic. It’s just a lot in my mind.

I didn’t want to give up, but I told Jolene, “I need to stop. I need to rest. I’m sweating, I’m nervous, and I’m getting inside my head. I need to stop and breathe for a little bit.”

I don’t want to get into an accident. I don’t want to do things wrong. So I needed to reset, and then I could keep going. It’s not like I was going to leave the truck and Uber home. I know I have to do this, and I know I want to do this. That’s the most important thing. It’s just a matter of taking my time.

It has been nonstop because I come to work, and I can barely reset my mind. It’s not like I’m driving to CNS to do my training. I’m already here. I can barely take a five-minute break before jumping in the truck and trying to focus on the road while not thinking about everything else I need to do at work.

Instructor:
I think that’s something everyone goes through during training. It’s always good when your instructor is there to help you get through those moments of frustration.

The first few sessions are always exhausting and overwhelming for anybody starting this. Sometimes, with the driving, students struggle to read all the signs and catch the signs that apply to trucks.

The advice I give is to play it as if you were in the truck. Pretend you’re shifting. Practice the foot movement with the clutch: clutch, neutral, clutch, gear. Those are the tips I give to help students prepare, move forward, and practice.

She just needs to focus on switching her mindset from, “I’m in a car,” to, “I’m in a truck.”

Alejandra Bishop:
It’s a lot of information, a lot of new things I don’t really know, and a lot of new things I have to keep in mind while I’m driving and staying focused on the road.

Some instructors give you points of reference. For example, when you turn right, they’ll tell you that when you see a certain part of your trailer, then you need to turn left.

But if you’re in an actual lane, you need to know the math. How much space do you have? If you don’t understand that, it’s not going to work.

Trying to keep everything in mind and put it all together makes more sense, and I’m getting better.

Remembering the theory, the practice, and the points of reference makes me feel good. When I can say, “Hey, I didn’t miss a gear,” or “Hey, I didn’t grind,” or “I haven’t stalled the truck at all,” it makes me feel like I’m actually doing things right.

For students who are struggling to get their permit, I understand them now. In the past two weeks, I’ve helped two or three students feel more confident about getting their permit because I told them about my experience.

Whenever people don’t feel confident, I can tell them, “Hey, I did it. I did it this way, and it worked.”

It’s just a matter of keeping an open mind and not becoming closed-minded about trying new things.

I’m capable of doing more things than I thought I was. Just because I’m in a different country and trying to get settled here, that doesn’t mean I should be afraid to try new things.

I don’t think there’s anything that can stop you from doing it if you really want to pursue this journey.

Real CDL Journeys: Ale | Part 2 - Struggle

In Part 2 of Real CDL Journeys, Ale faces the reality of CDL training at the CNS Driver Training Center in Lancaster, Pennsylvania. We follow her through the final stretch of CDL training at the CNS Driver Training Center & CDL School in Lancaster, PA. The fear is still there, but so is the confidence she’s been building one lesson at a time.

Real CDL Journeys — Part Two

This episode of Real CDL Journeys is brought to you by Road Pro and the CNS Driver Training Center.

Ale:
Since the first day, I felt ready to do the permit test. I was so confident, and then I failed.

After failing a couple more times, I thought, “I don’t want to do this. I’m not the right person for this.”

But once I trusted myself and got more confident in myself, I realized that I can do this.

 

Instructor:
She was feeling really good.

I had another session with her on Saturday, and we worked on some of the basic backing maneuvers. Her comfort level from where I saw it on day one to where she was just a short week later was night and day different.

Between her first session and second session, there were probably at least three different people, if not more, in that truck. So the seats are different. The mirrors are different.

Going back to this past Saturday, she was struggling with one of her maneuvers and seeing the back of her trailer. I asked her, “How are your mirrors?”

We want them to be perfect. They need to be adjusted for you.

And just that small adjustment made a difference.

She was amazed at how much of a difference just a slight mirror adjustment actually makes. Students tend to get annoyed in the beginning and think, “Oh, come on, I got this.”

But once they start doing it on their own, they realize all those little tiny details actually make a difference.

Just seeing her comfort level and seeing her not be afraid to maneuver the truck around, she’s handling it very well.

 

Ale:
Today is my last training session, so I just want to go over everything.

The things I was struggling with the most were pre-trip, the road, and shifting. I don’t think I’m that bad on the road. It’s just the gears.

I’m going to try not to downshift whenever I don’t have to.

With pre-trip, I think I almost have it all. They told me I don’t have to have it perfectly. I know I could miss a couple things, and I’m trying to remember them, but I’m also trying not to think too much about it.

If I overthink it, my brain is going to focus on one thing, and I’ll forget everything else.

 

Instructor:
With pre-trip, you’re allowed to use a checklist. The checklist pretty much lists off everything you need.

As long as you know what to say about each item on that checklist, she’ll be fine.

 

Ale:
Whenever I get inside my head, it doesn’t matter what I do. I just can’t get over it.

That happened last Saturday. My instructor said, “Okay, let’s go on the road. Just forget about this.”

But then on the road, I was still struggling because I was still thinking about what I did wrong during backing.

My biggest struggle is whenever I’m trying to downshift and I lose the gear. I’m getting better at that, so hopefully that doesn’t happen.

And this is a note to myself: if I fail tomorrow, which I hope I don’t, don’t be too harsh on myself. I know there’s another chance.

 

Instructor:
Marty worked with her for several sessions after I worked with her. When Marty came along, she said once she was ready to do the pre-trip on her own, it was a whole lot easier to remember and understand what he was talking about.

Having that technical background helps.

Everybody thinks it’s harder than it seems until they actually get out there and do it.

That was her big fear: “How do I do all of this and drive for the first time?”

People think driving is what will bring that comfort level. But just being in the lot, where there’s no public traffic and no public road, gives students the chance to take their time, drive slowly, build up speed, and build confidence.

That confidence in the parking lot translates into confidence on the road.

That’s what I’m seeing with her.

I have no doubt that once she hits the road, it’s going to be a whole lot easier for her than she realizes.

 

Ale:
The instructors are teaching me how to think outside the box, more than just the basics.

My instructor told me last week, or last Saturday, that he would sign off saying I’m proficient and ready to test.

We’re pretty much working on the backing maneuvers now.

Having the CEO test me is going to be a big challenge. There was a day where he showed up and was talking to Joey while I was doing backing maneuvers. Jolene told me that John told him I was doing pretty good.

He pretty much told me, “You got this.”

So we’ll see how it goes.

I know John is very strict, and that makes me more nervous. But that’s the main reason I want him to test me.

During training, I felt like none of the instructors would really tell me anything. They would just keep it to themselves. But in the last couple days, I’ve heard them tell me, “Hey, you’re doing great.”

I don’t always feel that confident. I don’t always think I’ve got it.

But when someone tells me, “No, you got it,” that feels good. It feels good to have that reassurance from other people.

Joey needed to move a trailer parked somewhere else, and I felt confident enough to say, “I can do it.”

Even though I don’t reach the pedals perfectly, I said, “I’ll move it.”

He trusted me, and I did pretty good.

 

Instructor:
One of the things I always look for when I’m doing training is the student’s comfort level behind the wheel.

Even just doing backing maneuvers, if students do enough of them, they’re on and off that clutch. They get used to exactly how far to release the clutch before the truck starts to roll.

They start releasing that clutch exactly to the catch point and rolling off.

That’s when I know they’re ready for the road.

Just seeing her comfort level driving the truck and not being afraid to maneuver it around, she’s throwing it in gear, releasing the clutch, and driving.

No issues. No nerves.

 

Ale:
It’s been a long journey. I’m not going to lie about that.

It’s a long journey.

I feel more confident. I feel like I can get in a truck now and say, “I can move it. I can drive it.”

I pretty much never thought I was ever going to do it.

I got this.

Real CDL Journeys: Ale | Part 3 - Test Day

In this episode of Real CDL Journeys, Ale faces the moment every CDL student works toward: CDL Test Day.

After battling nerves, building confidence, learning from mistakes, practicing backing maneuvers, preparing for pre-trip inspection, and pushing through the pressure of training, Ale is ready to find out if all the hard work was enough.

Real CDL Journeys — Part Three

This episode of Real CDL Journeys is brought to you by Road Pro and the CNS Driver Training Center.

Ale:
First of all, I didn’t sleep at all.

I came to work with no sleep. I guess I was nervous.

One of the things I mentioned that I was not too confident about was the pre-trip. But I passed the pre-trip portion of the test, so I felt good about it.

I made sure to remember the one thing I would always miss, so I didn’t miss it. But then I missed other things.

Then the backing maneuvers came.

I did everything well except for parallel parking, and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. What did I do wrong?

I think I finally figured it out. I didn’t get the right angle, and because of that, I had never really experienced that situation before test day.

Of course, I didn’t get the right angle.

Every time I tried to fix it, I made it worse. My trailer was nearly parallel to the cones, and I felt like every time I tried to fix it, the examiner, John, kept getting closer and closer to me.

At one point, I was like, “Okay, I’m ready for you.”

I got inside my head.

I didn’t get the right angle, and I failed because I got too many points.

John told me to get out of the truck. He encouraged me and told me I’m not the first or the last person to go through this, and that I’m going to get it next time.

I was like, “Yeah, okay, fine. I’ll be good.”

But then I was so mad at myself that I just wanted some fresh air. I left out of frustration and didn’t come back until hours later.

I just went for a drive.

Of course, I was crying out of frustration. I called my mom and explained what happened. I just needed to decompress.

 

Instructor:
We always encourage students that if they need more practice or more training, just book it and keep doing it until you feel confident.

You have three chances to fail each portion. If you fail the third time, you would have to go get a new permit.

 

Ale:
I wanted to practice what to do if I don’t get the right angle.

How do I fix it?

 

Instructor:
I feel responsible for their success once they’ve had me as an instructor.

It’s important to be thorough in training because I am not just teaching them how to pass a test.

If I’m not thorough, if I don’t give them all the tools they need, and they get their first DOT inspection and an officer gives them a laundry list of things they found wrong on the truck, they’re going to say, “What? Nobody told me that.”

She’s really good with the pre-trip. She gets a little flustered sometimes because she wants to get everything right.

Students who want everything to be precise can get flustered if things don’t go exactly right. You need to know when to back off and stop them before they get to that point of no return.

If you never give them that break, they’re always going to anticipate that same frustration again until you can actually talk it through.

Usually, once you talk it through, things are fine after that.

 

Ale:
I made sure to relax and not think about it too much.

Then on Monday, I came into work and went through the test again.

I felt confident.

Once I was in the truck, I felt a little nervous because I had only been practicing the last maneuver, not the first one you have to do.

In my head, I was thinking, “What if I don’t get inside the box? What if I miss that?”

So I told myself, “You know how to do it. Just do it.”

And I did it. I did pretty good.

Then it was time for the parallel parking, and I told myself, “Okay, just breathe. Take your time.”

And I did it.

I actually got the angle. Once I got the angle, I said, “Perfect. I can do it.”

And I just did it.

The day I passed my test, of course, the first person I called was my mom.

All my family and friends were very happy for me.

 

Instructor:
I was very impressed with her confidence and where she has come from day one to now.

Confidence shows up in different ways.

A lot of students start off really nervous. Then they realize, “Hey, I can actually drive this truck.”

If they stay calm, talk themselves through it, and create their own game plan in every situation they see, then they realize they can do this.

That is when they understand they have the knowledge and the tools to create their own game plan.

When you let students make those decisions on their own, their confidence builds.

I want to make sure they leave here with their CDL, get a job, and perform that job with confidence and professionalism.

 

Ale:
Just knowing that I went through this process, I can now explain it to students based on my own experience.

I feel like they understand it better now than before, when I would just say, “Oh yeah, you can do it. Just stay in the simulator.”

Before, I didn’t really know what they were feeling.

Now, I feel like I understand them better.

When I failed, of course you get annoyed because everyone tells you, “Oh, you’ll get it next time.”

But they’re not really feeling what you’re feeling in that moment.

Then, when I passed, I got hugs from VIPs, instructors, and coworkers.

Knowing that they’re proud of you and what you did shows the highs and the lows.

I’m happy to share this so everyone knows that it might not be easy, but if you are consistent, you can get it.

 

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Frequently Asked Questions

No. Most CDL students start with little or no experience driving commercial vehicles. CDL training is designed to teach you everything from the ground up.

CDL training can be challenging, but it’s designed to help you build confidence and skills over time. Like Ale discovered, every student faces obstacles, and learning from mistakes is part of the process.

Training timelines vary depending on the program and license type, but most students can complete CDL training in a matter of weeks rather than months.

For many students, the hardest part isn’t driving—it’s managing nerves, learning new skills, and building confidence behind the wheel. City driving, shifting, and pre-trip inspections are common challenges.

Mistakes are expected and are an important part of learning. Good instructors use mistakes as teaching moments to help students improve and become safer drivers.

The CDL skills test typically includes a pre-trip inspection, basic vehicle control skills, and an on-road driving test. Training prepares students for each portion of the exam.

If you’re looking for a career that offers independence, responsibility, and opportunities for growth, trucking may be a great fit. Watching real student journeys like Ale’s can help you understand what the job and training process are really like.

Absolutely. The trucking industry offers opportunities for anyone willing to learn, work hard, and develop their skills. Ale’s journey is proof that trucking is for everyone.

Don’t let fear stop you from starting. Every professional driver began as a beginner, and confidence comes from taking the first step and sticking with the process.

The first step is reaching out to the team at CNS Driver Training Center in Lancaster, PA. They’ll walk you through the training options, requirements, and help you determine the best path toward earning your CDL.